She was supposed to meet me yesterday to talk about our engagement but her father cancelled it a day earlier for some reason despite the fact he was the one to suggest it. I didn't love her, at least I don't think so since the border is very slippery here, but she was still someone akin to a close friend. I almost choke on my lunch in surprise when I see the person outside is. I glance in the direction of the door with confusion since I haven't invited anyone and my parents didn't tell me anything about potential visitors, and check the camera on the House AI to see who is standing before the door. So I am sitting grumpily in the kitchen, grumpily because I'm missing Levia, and I'm halfway through my lunch when I hear a ting indincating that someone's before the front door. Last seen fouteen hours ago, when she wrote she will be unavailable for a long while, but will definitely be able to talk in the afternoon. I could write to Levia and chat with her, but I've been checking like every ten minutes and she's still offline. Killing monsters? I admit I'm a bit of a battle maniac, but more in the way that I don't want to miss a good fight, not in the way that I'm actively seeking them. I'd rather play it safe and just sit out my time here doing things I wouldn't normally, like looking at news and forums.Īnd going back to why I am out, well, I have no idea what I would be doing in VOW.
I mean, I do mind, but not enough to risk pissing her off, bacause she can be really crazy in such cases, and I wouldn't be surprised if she turned off my pod to prevent its negative influence or something. Though considering that Levia is out I don't really mind. I would be in VOW right now if not for the fact she said that I'm forbidden to. I suppose it has to do with my apparent apathy and depression, or at least that's how she sees my state. My mother got me a leave from school for this week, though I'm not sure why she even asked for it. In the end I haven't gone to school today, that is Monday, for more reasons than dysphoria.
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